New Year 2011 2nd Day

by Administrator 2. January 2011 15:55

Wow...I talk too much... I am referring to yesterday's blog..control...control...?  Who needs control ?! Just joking...

 Spend few last days ...socializing,"big time". New Years Eve, another party on New Year Day, at the friend house and another one "caroling" today...It was really nice and fun to see and talk to so many people,drink and eat delicious food, dance...but, I need to regroup and get down to basics.

Time for myself and "plain " life. I miss a good  book ,exercising again,  finding  the ground and balance..oh  and yoga too :) Also, miss talking to one of my friends...not in the same "circle" anymore.Smart person...but with  very different point of view...discussions were bordering on fights. Had to defend my point of view and define myself.

It made me think, what I stand for and believe in.These kind of relationships have  much bigger impact on you,  then initially you  would expect.They change you, make you grow, pushing you out of your boundaries and beliefs.

 We need people like that in our lives..."to push our buttons", make us angry and upset sometime. Passion after all is a great force for us, human beeings..It make us feel alive... a little bit, like and hate. I never thought, I will miss our fights... but I do.

 Maybe its just nostalgia of the holidays or the fact,  that too many people agree with me lately. Where is "the loving challenge"..? Please tell me ,that I am wrong about some life issues, I can handle that.... I think.. Well, I don't miss  our fights/discussions...just the effect of it, what happened in  the following days, weeks or months...

I changed, grew ...knew and understood  myself better, was "fuller"...Maybe, again I  will have a friend like that, just to "hate"  in the beginning and like at the end.

  Year 2011 is here ,second day of it, doesn't feel any different..but  probably shouldn't in the first place ..We "enforce" this silly calendar to mark the passing of  time, because we can't think in other terms .Time defines us, ticking away...

How different, would we be ( humans), if there wouldn't be any time issue? How would we "mark' our lives,what would we find to "measure" our existence with? We are obsessed with numbers...weight,hight , age...etc...

Maybe in the future, we wont be interested so much in this kind of "sizing up"...hopefully, we will find something that transcends  time and space, but  still defines us . Maybe we already found it, just don't know how to use it fully or often enought.  Religion can have this function, or rather I should say spirituality...Breathe,  Be ....Namaste.




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The Little Prince

"People where you live," the little prince said, "grow five thousand roses in one garden... yet they don't find what they're looking for..."

"They don't find it," I answered.

"And yet what they're looking for could be found in a single rose, or a little water..."

"Of course," I answered.

And the little prince added, "But eyes are blind. You have to look with the heart."








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